it’s not easy to put what i m thinking into words…. n i wonder when will u read this post
these days, come every weekend or your off days i’ll just become an option
someone whom u can call, msg or talk to only when ur wife is not ard
i know i m in no position to ask for anything but i can’t help feeling bad
i can’t call u whenever i miss u so much and this kind of feeling is terrible
it just seems like u no longer need me since u have ur wife with u by ur side
she share every min and sec with u, from having breakfast, lunch n dinner together to sleeping together and even having ***
but what can i do? i can only wait for ur calls or msg
even if msg it’s those in a hurry kind
you expect me to stay good and go out less with him but on the other hand u spend everyday with ur wife
i know u’ll say u dun have a choice but have u ever thought of how bad i feel? sob sob….
sigh…. what can i do or expect when i m just a 情妇？
do u understand the pain of having to wait for ur msg everyday?? the constant paranoid thinking that my phone is ringing even as i m sleeping.
i jump out of bed whenever i heard my phone ring hoping that it’s you.
last night i got so paranoid that i woke up at 5ish thinking that my phone rang but in fact it didn’t
guess u’ll never understand the pain n paranoid thinking i m going thru now cos u have ur wife by ur side. i really can’t help crying.
i feel so terrible that i really can’t get my mind into studying. the constant thoughts of u is enough to occupy my mind.
i m really tired and can’t take it anymore. sob sob….
tears fill my eyes and roll down my cheeks as i type this post….. hope u can feel the pain as u read thru this. but again, the feelings may not be the same again cos i dunno when will u be reading this.
